Me, sad :(

Some people are very lucky in their lives and some are not that much. 

Good for those who are very lucky. But what about those who are not? What are they suppose to do with their lives? Is it fair?

Sorry, I don't know what I'm mumbling about right now. But, I need a little space to vomit all my sadness in my heart. May I? 

I'm feeling quite down right now. I keep wondering why I need to go through all these sadness? Why I am not that lucky one? Is something wrong with me or my life? Gucci! I super hate my fate at this moment. Why???? 

Inside, deep down in my heart said that I must be strong. 

I shouldn't react like this is the end of my life. No! It's not over yet. I still have to move on with my life. I must not give up. Be strong, my dear! But, my heart is really really broken. I feel really sad, full with hatred. My feelings don't allow me to think positive. 

It weakens me deep inside....My heart doesn't want to listen to my mind. 

You tell me, what am I supposed to do? :(

Gucci, 

I really hope for some magic to take out my broken heart and replace it with a new pure heart. Can it be? No, right. Ya ALLAH, lend me your strength for a while. I need you beside me. I have faith in you. YOU will never ever ever leave me alone and I know there is huge happiness beside all this sadness, for me. Please don't let me down. 

Dear me,

Be strong, think positive! Remember that this is not the end of your life. Smile sweetly and smile brightly. :) You are special, my dear. This is your life. You decide, happiness or sadness. It's in your hand. Fighting!  ♥

*hug*